God's Provision

I lost my job with the goverment for sharing the gospel and went a year without money or income.  I eventually got some food stamps.  I wenr homeless for a few days.  But still what I have learned is still to trust in prayer when it comes to God's provision.  God did provide for me still.  I trust in him.  The goverment is forcing me on pills now and now they are wanting to possibly make me pay for the medication.  I will continue to trust in God's provision.  God gave me grace to do art and the grace to find print on demand and start jahsonfire.com I believed for God to provide I am on disability now and don't have enough money for each month right now but still prayer is what i trust in God has and does provide I believe.  Jesus said the root of all evil is the love of money and we live in a tough world when it comes to money. Constant obsessing on making money I hate and after I lost my job they wouldn't give me disability because I was fired for sharing the gospel I live in a gossipy town and nobody would hire me after nearly a hundred application.  I do have three grown children from my first wife and two young children with my second marriage.  We live in a trailer the smallest trailer in Salina.  I converted my garage into a prayer center and pray for God to provide for those that need God's provision.  I have been to the university and have excellent grades and am a excellent worker even but it doesn't matter.  Now under my commitment they have me on pills and appointments and such making it almost impossible to get a job.  Not even Walmart or a gas station would hire me.  I still pray for God's provision for me and my family and for God to provide for me to share the gospel.  God locked me up three times and for awhile that's how I ate.  I shared money with the homeless in Brazil and with the church and paid tithing faithfully for years.  They say you can't outgive God and I believe that.  They say its more blessed to give than receve and I believe that. I have gotten one donation on this site for one dollar is all I have made after almost a year now maybe.  I grew up working hard listening to conservative radio and believe that God wants to help me make enough money for my wife and children.  I don't know if its because my store isn't good enough or because its christian that nobody has bought anything.  But I will continue to pray for God to provide for me and my family and for those that need God's provision.  Today at the prayer center we will be praying for God's provision.  I realize Jesus didn't have any money when he died on the cross and that God provided for the children of Isreal in the wilderness.  I hate fighting and the world has just become a boxing match almost for any money at all.  People are being paid no longer based on their education or job proformance or grades or talent or excellence or anything maybe anymore.  They are just requiring that you deny christ and maybe recieve the mark of the beast if you want money.  God will do miracles I believe.  I was a teen parent and took care of my family with a lot of prayer.  My parents was divorced and didn't want to give us money growing up but I worked and God provided.  I believe God will provide he has my entire life and I believe he will continue to do so even with no sales or if I have to close this site.  I love doing something for Jesus but nobody even wants my art even for free or my music.  God will make a way when their is no way.  My late father took my last thirsty dollars and tried to beat me up after getting fired for getting his help to change a broken windshield so I could continue to drive then and find a job.  I thank God for what he could give me growing up though.  Have your way Jesus.  I grew up working hard and listening to conservative radio and I don't like being on disability I would love it if God could provide for me some other way but I don't know if he can or will.  I pray for God to help those on welfare and disability and social security because Trump and the wealtheir republicans are persecuting the poor right now all over the wordl even though they are christians.  I don't really understand that but God have your way.  I worked in the church and ddn't get paid also all the money who knows where it goes I guess just to a couple of people in the church that control everything.  Then they accused me of trying to steal the pulpit but good the pulpit is for anybody who can get it to make money even if they need to not just for a couple of super apostles and televanglist making millions and bragging like God loves them more that the poor and they are more righteous that the poor.  The bible doesnt agree with that also much ever.  God does resppond to prayer the Bible says if you ask you shall recieve.  Have your way Jesus when it comes to money thank you Lord Jesus.  I have been to the phliipinnes and Brazil and stayed with people who have helped me there with far less money than Americans.  If I have to return to a third world country to have enough to take care of my family and have poor people willing to help a little I will.  I can teach the Bible and share a word and do evangelism in really tough places even inside government and among the mormons when they are sometimes at war they know against the Bible and Christians many of them believe in like Joseph Smith and Brigham Young taught.  Not all are some are kind and believe in prayer and Jesus and just dont claim to know it all but most do.  God do miracles in Utah, reminder how charlie kirk was shot by a cops son here,  the work that I have done in law enforcement and still doing is maybe important and in the assembly of God but people are getting mean and greedy worse and worse and I don't know why.  This is a really cool coat get you one if you want I got one thank you Jesus and I love wearing it.  Again if you want prayer for God's provisiion leave a message and stop by if you want.  The end of the age is what we are in maybe when it comes to money and the book of revelation is about how the Spirit is being quenched but it is only the Holy Spirit that can help and provide for us.  The mormons in thre steate think thy are fighting a christian and the christians think they are fighting a mormon because I was born in a mormon a family but only have been to their church a dozen times and then they team up ti figth all the underground church in Utah that was born mormon and started to read the Bible and then now that they can't win they have changed their name in the mormon church to christian and people don't believe in anything followers of Jesus have done in Utah that really gave their life to him but God will still provide whatever. Mental illness mormons say you can't live long with so then they call following Jesus that then they start to poison you all just for money and making it hard to work or follow Jesus.  Jesus helped those with nothing have something to share and do the gospel is it illegal.   The democrats act like their is no more money in the environment or the gospel and I know that their is.  Just cuss somebody who barely has enough to pay their bills if they do is how horrible America has got especially Utah the abuse that Trump represents on the apprentice isn't right either.   The church in America represents about the same thing when it should be placce people go to wget help and find God and worship and praise God.  Its a monopoly on the internet they think and it is a little bit but people can support the poor if they want.  It's a monopoly in life they say get a monopoly on something and then drive up the prices and people are having a hard time functioning the church acts like a monopoly also and society the same.  If they can get a monopoly on something then drive up the prices that's really communism and they know they got to control religion to do it even what's in the supreme court right now about house churches like in China trying to make them illegal like communist China when that is the first amendment and they know it.   Islam in a monopoly also and the mormon church. The catholics are a monopoly a little bit and they know they are. They deal in monopoly money even its called fiat and art actually has value the monopoly money don't even when it don't seem that way sometimes.   I want to give my art to you and my music so we can all get rich and have a free trade movement and share with eachother what the church is.  Its church art God knows it.   People sharing is how I survived ayear wihtout money and when I was homeless in Brazil I believe in it a lot more than money.  I believe in people sharing more than any monopoly.  It's wisdom to die on a cross Jesus knows that it is.