Jesus said the love of money is the root of all evil

Jesus said the love of money is the root of all evil. Jesus also said not to worry about what you wear or eat but that God would provide. Jahovah Jirah means God provides and is one of his names. Jesus said seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and all these things shall be added unto you. Sometimes maybe God don't want me to think about money but meditate on Jesus dieing on a cross. I worked for the government and they said it was against policy to talk about Jesus I was afraid of losing my job and not having money even to pay my child support and bills. But I obeyed God and lost my job. Nobody would hire me after that and I went a year without a job or income. I prayed for God to help me and even went back to my mother and she cooked me some eggs I was real hungry. God provides though and they locked me up for schizophrenia that helped me get on disability I praise the Lord for answering prayer that much although  and would like extra money while on disability and get a few things if God provides like a truck and car and pay my debt and go on missions. God knows though the heathen seek after those things but to seek the kingdom of heaven. LORD have your way when it comes to money and what my focus should be on. I believe God maybe don't want me to think about anything or money but on Jesus dieing on the cross.