Spirit feast and healing

Jesus did hang on the cross before that he did heal the sick and he did rise from the dead. Jesus heals is the truth scripture teaches. Jesus healed and rose is the truth scripture teaches also. Drugs also God never cared about enough to write about also as the issue. He knew we just need to Spirit feast more in life is all then drugs or whatever won't bother us so much I believe. I believe God is preparing us for Spirit feast. We are consumers how God made us maybe even if we learn to feast on the Spirit is all then we are balancing inside the right way and restored as a creation meant to feast on God. I believe God also showed us that it don't matter much maybe if we are dead or alive but in heaven we have to spirit feast I believe also and that's what we are being prepared to do but I do believe in healing and that God will raise the dead and God does heal. I have been a smoker most of my life and I know the only way to really quit tobacco is to replace it with something else I buy non nicotine vapes or something. It's the same with the Bible I believe people hurt things all their life and might die and meet God and he might tell them he never did that much but what he did is teach them to Spirit feast that is the reason God said he wanted them to leave Egypt and go into the wilderness all throughout scripture to Jesus saying man shall not live by bread alone but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of the Father and then the last supper and then Pentecost and the outpouring of the Spirit. I believe if you smoke tobacco and it's bothering you all you can do is learn to smoke Jesus more in a sense then they won't bother you so much either way what the Bible really teaches I believe. I believe God got tired of them in the wilderness because they couldn't just see it was Spirit feast in life so he gave them the Torah and said now you can go away from me and bother each other about nonsense until you all get so sick of it that you want God back in your life again who knows. God comes into your life by grace and I know it. There is no other way. The first thing God said to them was let my people go that they might hold a feast but it was only after they rejected that that he gave them the Torah who knows.