The government in Utah even after death of Charlie Kirk but Jesus still

At my last appointment with the government that I am forced to do because I am in a state commitment in Utah for believing in God they wanted to forbid me still from believing in God even after the horrible news in Utah where Tyler shot Charlie Kirk. I believe Charlie Kirk defended the faith a little bit. I don't agree with policies on Mexican immigrants though. I had to escape Utah for a few years and live in Brazil as a refugee and I am thankful for people who helped me in Brazil. My wife is from Brazil. I have been to about nine different churches in Brazil and am thankful for the Christians there and in Mexico even if they come here for some reason God knows. I also don't agree with the policies on the homeless and mentally ill because only God knows what is going on with them and I don't agree with policies on drugs because only God knows what is going on between a person and drugs. I would never want a homosexual also on my staff like Charlie Kirk had and I am South of there in the middle of the state. I was locked in the state hospital for a year and a half and have committed for over ten years they take my blood even all the time after getting fired from the prison in Gunnison for believing in God. While I worked in the prison there was Mexicans that believe in Jesus and was kind to me. I met one who showed me a book his grandpa gave him about the baptism of the Holy Spirit and Pentecost and gifts of the Spirit and speaking in tongues he said they locked him up even in maximum security for snorting cocaine I believe only God knows what is going on between him and his cocaine. They ridiculed me in court and locked me for speaking in tongues. Speaking in tongues is in the Bible and part of my faith. and my sister is part Mexican and my first children are part Mexican also and my second children are part BraziIian only went to work in the prison because I was praying to do something for Jesus after getting born again. While locked in Utah state hospital they took us to a baseball game at the Orem University and let us have two hot dogs. But whatever I don't care for baseball and like women God's most beautiful creation. My daughter studied in Orem because she wants to become a lawyer in Utah and my son wants to become a lawyer in Utah also even after their mother my first wife wrecked me after I got born again and divorced me and hurt me with lawyers and took the children and everything almost just because I believed in Jesus in Utah. So my children need prayer. They think you can't love women also in Utah if you believe in God. They think you can't be a Father also in Utah if you believe in God. IT AIN'T. I put in over fifty applications in Utah after the prison fired me for believing in God and they told me you can't work here if you believe in God. I don't worry though about my loses and God helps me to forgive I am grateful God is helping me with art and it's fun to paint stuff for beautiful women also God's most beautiful creation. I have been humiliated in court for my faith over nine times but God forgive them. I even had a Tyler break my windshield and tackle me and I got threatened with a knife because I was talking about Jesus and he was from St.George also but I believe it was a different Tyler he showed up at my house the next day and wanted a ride back to St.George I had already forgiven him and gave him a ride also. My family is from down around St. George. Mormons maybe believe that believing in Jesus is a homosexual thing also I don't. I believe Christ comes inside you if you believe in him and is the Holy Spirit and Spirit of the Father and is the Spirit of the husband.